I Ain't Missing You (no matter what my friends say)

Five days without Amy is a long time. Even when I am having an absolute blast with my best friend, my sister and Shanna ... there is still a void without Amy. It is a sort of nebulous void, skirting around the fun but still letting me know it is there. Like when we would all be laughing at something silly, and I would turn around to catch Amy's expression ... but she wasn't there. Or when we would all be toasting to chosen family... without Amy. It is amazing to love someone so much that, even in the best of times, you know that her presence would only make the time that much sweeter.

I love you, little Amy.